One Year Ago

one year ago today i lost one of my good friends. i have reflected on this many times in the past year and today it all comes at a forefront. i cant help but think that she would be up here with me at arkansas. she would have an opinion on the mustain and malzahan drama, and she would let me hear all about it. she would also be one of my biggest encouragers in my effort to walk on. while there are many things we miss about her, when i stop to think about it, shes in a much better place than we are. its a paradoxical situation, as she is spending eternity with christ, while we all sit down here and hurt about it and wish she were here.